Holiday Torment

Birthday season is now over for my immeadiate family. We are all one year older and very much wiser. Hubby was saying to me that I look weird a woman with a very young face but when you look at her hair its riddled with grey. Going grey early is a family trait. Been mulling over whether I want to dye it or not. I'm 38 now and I saw my first grey at 26 and then I didn't really notice it much until some time during my 37th year the top of my hair is riddled with it. I gonna dye it as I don't want to look like an old codger.

I'm really enjoying the boys at the moment. However I get glimpses of what it will be like when the baby is a little older as sometimes boyish silliness really annoys me at times. I'll be trying to read a bed time story and baby, now 1 and son no2,4, are too busy giggling and rolling about and screaming. Normally my eldest son wants to listen to the story but one day they were all silly and I really felt like the only sensible girl! That said I will not be going there again - getting pregnant in the vain hope of getting a girl. 3 kids 6 and under is more than I can bear. If I really want a girl I may foster or adopt if we get a bigger property. I can satisfy my baby girl fix easily I have 3 little nieces and and 2 big neices. I will be seeing them over the summer. I also found that there's loads of girls where I live.
On our way home from the park we bumped into 2 girls. One of them was extremly friendly and was pretending to take pictures of the boys with her v tech camera. In the end I gave her my phone to take pictures of the boys. At the end she gave son no2 a big hug. That was so nice and she told me that she will be at the free play scheme that my eldest son will be going to.

The holiday torment has started with my eldest son asking me every minute "when are we going to the seaside? Tomorrow?" " Can we go to Uncle Toni's?" "We never do anthing over the holidays". I have mentally devised a weekly schedule of things to do and I normally do something with him in mind but its never enough!
Happy holidays everyone!!!